The other day I literally thought to myself that we need to stop buying green houses in the future. Seems strange, I know. Maybe green carries a bad energy or luck but when you actually google the meaning of green, it symbolizes the natural world, good luck, health. That doesn't sound so bad....
I think of the house on Shell Avenue in Pacific Grove, it was green. The place where Lola was to come home, her nursery ready. A lot of her room was green too! I still have her green flower wall art. That home to me was filled with such sadness, it could never be our home. Our green house in Sarasota where we lost my mom. The green house in Celebration where we lost my dad. I can so vividly remember in these houses the devastating memories of those moments, the calls...so that is clearly why I have come the conclusion we can most definitely can never ever buy a green house again.
They say it does not matter about our homes but just the people in them. I surely think these homes would be better with those we have loved and lost and then maybe, just maybe green houses wouldn't be so bad.
Love,
The Mother of an Angel
