32 Months

4 letter words...go....

I was thinking about the things Milo and Lola have in common the other night. When Milo is peacefully resting, I see features of his sister in him. The face, the eyes and then a gentle kiss on his forehead reminds me of how blessed we are. Special children they are. Besides physically,they also both remind me of some other important 4 letter words...

LOVE
HOPE
PRAY

and the most important 4 letter words to us...

LOLA
MILO

The spare moments I have in the day, where I can allow my mind to wander always leads to Lola. I LOVE her. I HOPE one day we will meet again. I PRAY she is okay. It was so hard to walk away from the hospital 32 months ago, empty arms. Today we don't have the empty arms but the empty heart. That piece will always be with Lola. love*hope*pray