23 Months

One month away from the big 2 for Lola...just seems so unreal. This month marked 2 years since we have moved out to California, all those hopes and dreams we had then for her.Pregnant and moving, a crazy Mom I was! All the excitement, getting her "second" nursery ready...only for everything to turn into our worst nightmire. I always, and will always wonder if things would have been different if we would have never made the venture out here, probably why California will never be home for us.....

Grandma Jean or as Milo calls her "nana" :) is here to visit us, she made a cake for Lola today. She made the same exact one week before Lola's due date calling it her pre-birthday arrival cake...we all enjoyed our piece, it brings back a lot of memories. It is like if I close my eyes I can picture it all, I vividly remember the last night I spent with Lola kicking in my belly. Watching a movie with JP, curled up on the tan couch and even talking to his dear friend John Leis about his new baby, and how Landon and Lola would be great buddies! It is weird how one moment can be filled with so much happiness and the next it is gone.

I guess that is why we hold on to those memories so tight, they make you feel warm and fuzzy for a moment in time...

I will remember those fun itty kicks Lo.....

Happy Day Lola!