Every month I can't believe how this number grows and grows...and many questions run back and forth through my head. Today I had my Lola moment, as milo and I drove in the car to Pacific Grove for his play group. I sobbed the whole way there as I was peeking at little Milo's face in his play mirror. There is always something about that drive to PG that makes me squirm or maybe it reminds me of how "dark" our lives were. It is a place I never want to go, but then again to say sadness doesn't gloom over lives would be an understatement because the sadness and emptiness is always there. To be honest, it just stinks....it is like the broken heart that can never be cured.
On this day, I know I hug Milo a little tighter and remind Louie and Milo of Lola, we talk about how beautiful she is and how she is watching over them in heaven. Actually I read a book. that says when you need an angel in your life you just need to whisper their name and they will be there...Milo will have the best BIG sister angel ever.
19 Months better be a big celebration in heaven....Happy Day to you Lola!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
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