Shine from the inside out?

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I was working on putting together a montage of pictures for Lola....from pregnancy on!
As Jp and I watched it last night, we cried.....talked about how happy we were then. Can you tell from our faces? I long to feel that kind of happiness again.... where you shine from the inside out. Everyone says, time..so I guess time will tell.  I just know if she could have stayed here on earth with all of us, that happiness would exsist and possibly be more abudant than even before. I hear moms say that having your child and watching them grow is a different kind of love and joy that you never had before...I know my love for her is beyound words but I miss those "joy" moments. I more find myself in tears longing for her to be with us. Life is hard, harder than I ever imagined. And right now it just seems like I am trying to just "float" through it....come up for air when needed but am sinking most of the time because we lost the most precious baby in the world to us.

I hope you enjoy this little video clip of pictures,, some pictures will remind you of better times.....

Love,

The Mother of an Angel