Places...

I know in life we always look back...people we have met, places we have been, good or bad, our memories are always with us. Today I was in the car with JP and I wondered if everytime I drive past the hospital and see the sign, Community Hospital of the Monterey Penisula.. will I always get that feeling that I will burst into tears?  Or everytime we drive into his work (which is a pretty beautiful spot) will I always get this feeling that I want to run out of there as fast as I can?  Certain places and things truly remind me of being pregnant with Lola...the hospital is an easy one to understand. I guess Highlands Inn is because we stayed there for a month as we house hunted. It became a little piece of home, memories of being pregnant and with her. Or as I drive throught the tunnel in Monterey will I always think about my last Dr. appt before her due date and how JP told me everytime I drive through there to beep for good luck, I did that day...now I will do anything to avoid going through there. 

Eventually with time ,we'll see....one step at a time.