Lola Grace: 2 Month Angeliversary!

Friday, October 16, 2009

2 Month Angeliversary!

Today is Lola's 2 month angelverisary! I wonder if she gets bigger in heaven or always is always going to be the sweetest most beautiful baby.....??? Everyday is hard without her in our lives. It is hard for JP and I to look at pictures of our friend's children, you know those fun ones parents get to take when their kids reach those monthly milestones. The only pictures we will ever have of Lola is her after she was born...we'll never get to post those neat "growing" up pictures.

This morning I took our car in for an oil change and there was a girl my age there with her newborn baby boy. Of course this would happen to me, stuck in the same waiting room...no one else there and the whole time I'm praying please don't talk to me! I found myself taking little glimpses at the two of them sitting so perfectly together, he was swaddled in the cutest orange blanket and she just looked "in love" with his every move. I heard her say when she was paying to the man, he was 5 weeks old....sigh. Maybe there will be a day when it is easier to have children around us. I have another angel mom friend that says she always thinks of her little boy when she sees other babies his age...there is always constant reminders.

On the other hand yesterday was so neat for us, I really think there were a lot of candles lit for Lola, it was amazing...we even got sent some pictures of the beautiful candles. I hope she was there to watch down on all the people that love and care about her, she has touched so many people's lives. She is one amazing little angel! I am proud to be her mom and hope she is having a wonderful day in heaven with her great grandma and grandpas...Happy 2 Months Lola!