Thursday, October 29, 2009

Just another day....

Another day....just sad. Maybe that could become my blog everyday??? I struggle with the fact that things will never be the same again, that there will always be something missing in our lives........like there is the unknown of will there ever be happiness again? If you asked me today, the answer would be no........

Life has so many unknowns, like you never know when something is going to happen or be taken from you. Things or people that you would never expect....like children are supposed to out live their parents...not their parents grieving for their lost child. But then life is supposed to go on, you are supposed to figure out someway to deal with things that God has given you. Somehow you are expected to dig up courage and stength...and figure out where to find happiness again or where to find a dream????? In our house right now it is hard to find  those things...they are just missing, gone. When Lola left us, so did all those feelings. It is like she was taken with no warning, like there was never a chance to say good bye...and there is never a chance to get answers to the questions of why?

On my walk today...I found a nickel, not a penny but thought maybe Lola knew I needed 5X the love.....

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