Lola Songs...

I think if anyone would have told me this would have been life 3 months ago, I would have never believed them. How your whole world can change in a short amount of time... our  lives probably changed in seconds. One moment we were both so excited for our sweet Lola to arrive and the next we were shedding tears and dealing with the most unbearable pain....

I remember listening to my "lola" songs on my ipod when Louie and I were on our walks in San Antonio and getting excited thinking how I was going to teach her all these songs with her name in it!!!!Her name was Lola, she was a showgirl with yellow feathers in her hair...I bet you know that song! Copacabana...
Whatever Lola wants, Lola gets and little man Lola wants you....oh and the list goes on. Somedays these songs still pop up in my music shuffle, usually I am so quick to hit the "next" button, as I don't want to be confronted with those memories, happy times, times of dreaming of her.....but today I let it play. Maybe for her 3 month angelversary...it was okay to listen to them. I kind of smiled, on a day that has been so hard for me.

lola-lalala lola -L-O-L-A lalala lola!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!