Hallelujah

It always seems like this day comes too quickly, it sneaks up on you....though I could sit and premediate what the day would be like, it will always be full of twists and turns. I looked at Lola's picture today, held it and without warning tears overwhelmed me. As I looked back at the picture one of tears rested gently on the glass of the frame, almost bubbling. It was a striking moment, a sad and surreal moment.

I read a story awhile back, that a person was afraid to die because they feared people would forget them and never remember them, they didn't want to be forgotten. I will never forget Lola. When I read that story I promised to her and myself that would never happen. She will not become a memory. Part of the reason my days always begin with a cheerful, "Good Morning Lola...Hope is Heaven is Good Today." My dearest friend told me yesterday, Lo is always with you...she is so right, I need her as much as she needs me.

JP downloaded a song last week and he went on to tell  me he did it right away b/c the album was named Grace...it was special to him. The song is Hallelujah by Jeff Buckley- awesome and I know you've heard it! You know life doesn't always have a fairy tale ending but despite it, we still reach out.......and maybe offer a hallelujah.....

Another angelersary for our angel....

A day for Lola........